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i havent wrote in this thing for a long time.. i dont feel good at all i dont no whats wrong with me i hate going to school also it makes me mad i dont like waking up to go well i dont no what else to say ..
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[19 Sep 2005|08:37pm] |
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<333333333333333333333333333333333333333 you are amazing
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| summer is almost at an end.. |
[17 Aug 2005|06:57pm] |
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well the summer is almost over and it feels like it went by so fast i cant b*leave it wow it was the first summer in a long long time i was with out tati.. that took and is still taking time to deal with i really miss her and i hope that she feels the same! well i got my schedual and i have one class with alli thats all i no so far :( i dont want to go back to school not yet. there is a show at iggys friday im excited to see mor and auden play again! my week till school seems so busy tomorrow i have to go to take stuff to school then come home and rest and do what ever before i have to go to work then i work till 9 every friday i take my grandma to lunch so friday is lunch with grandma then me and her are going to the thrift store she really likes it there lol so after that i always stay to viste then coming and getting ready for the show then im going to the show. then i gueess i have stuff to do the rest of the week.. i got a really cute pea coat yesterday its black i like it a lot i went to chicago and all i got was fresh fruit they didnt really have anything good but oh well gas is so much!! i cant even b*leave it! well im gonna go watch the office :)
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| ohh boyyy......,.,here we go |
[11 Aug 2005|04:03pm] |
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wow i have not wrote in this little guy in forever! well summers okay i still miss tati her LAME family said she could come home then was like NOPE >:0 rawr.. but im glad to still be in touch with her and sending things back and forth.. anywhoo.. school starts soon and im not looking forward to that at all .. and to make school even worse my math touter guy QUIT!! yea thats right ah i have no idea whats gonna happen when he didnt help me i got d's and f's then as soon as i got him i got a b then an a then all a's i feel like this year was not ment to make me happy and to add on all that my gmas getting worse my family wants to move but who nos if we do! my work is lame and is making me work once a week till school HOW LAME that makes me so mad i dont even want to work i really feel bad about my gma and want to be with her you no! alli goes to lowellllll a lot which makes kae sad because i miss her :( sigh and my darling gina is on vacA so yeaaa!!! i got the the CUTEST flats in the world but they are 1/2 size to small rawr i need more flats i love them they are soo comfy and i like them! well im gonna go <3 bye lovesss!!!!
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[14 Jul 2005|10:56pm] |
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for the first time since tati left for texas im understanding that it wasnt just for the summer .. i know now that she is gone for a while and she will only be back for vacation the reason i never get it is bc i dont want to .. andrew kind of made me see it how it is .. i just dont want to i would do anything to bring her back.. i dont want anything to change i want school to start and still be able to go to her locker and go on the bus with her and laugh at jason and just laugh about nothing .. and when im sad to have her there to tell me everything is ok .. i no its been a month or maybe longer but its still so hard for me .. i have been telling myself since the day i saw her pull off that it wasnt perment and now for the first time i no it is .. and its so hard .. if you see this tati i love you and you always have a place here .. and nothing in the world can ever change that.. if you ever need anything im here and always be well best friends we go down we go down together .. bf4l....
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[13 Jul 2005|11:57am] |
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well my cousins come home in 1 week when they get here were saying the night in the city i get my own room and i can bring a friend but idk who ... its like i still think tatis coming back so i feel like if i invite someone she will be back and i would want her to go.. i no tatis not coming home its just i dont want to let myself believe it .. i feel like i am the only one who thinks shes still coming back .. :( anyway i am excited to see my cousins bc i <3 them they will be here for 2 weeks then when they leave i might go to vegas or to some big lake house or something idk i really want to go to vegas i heard shopping is awesome :) i feel gay when i write in here its just how i miss tati .. i dont no if anyone understands tho its like every1 says im here and its not like tatis dead but to me it is .. not like we dont talk or that its like shes gone from here shes gone from being able to hang out with me i can only talk to her after 7 or on week ends and i am scared to call her bc idk what shes doing .. anyway last night was fun i went to the show at iggys :) it was good i had fun i got good pictures i had a lot of fun with alli and cousin meg they are so gooffyyy! i get really mad now really easy i feel really bad when i yell at people especially my mom :( well thats all <3
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| everything is bigger in texas |
[04 Jul 2005|10:38pm] |
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i love my boyfriend hes the best he makes me feel so happy and can always make everything better! i love chicago it makes me soo happy its so pretty! i really miss tati tho i think about it a lot how we used to do a lot together i wish i had just a few more days so i can kind of do some of the things we always said we would.. i no she will be back thats what i keep telling myself i hope im right .. tati if you read this please come home i miss you so much im glad we still talk a lot but it is not the same as seeing you i mean i was looking at pictures today and i got really sad thinking of all the things we did and how much fun we had with the simplest things.. i really miss you tati i hope you will be home soon and please never forget me </3 i am scared that you will make so many neat friend that you wont need me anymore no matter what tati there will be a place for you here at my house my mom says so .. she even wanted you in chicago with us.. you were like family to my family even if they didnt see you all the time they said you were welcome always and always will be.. your like a sister i never had <3
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[01 Jul 2005|11:28pm] |
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work is so stessful i cant take it i am gonna go nuts i want to quit but my mom doesnt want me to and i dont get it its my life .. like i want to be a kid you only live once right .. ? i come home sometimes and cry because its like all they do is yell at me and make me do things then i get bitched at for not doing things right i cant take it and when school starts its like they want me to keep a almost 4.0 and its gonna be so hard to do that i mean jr year is gonna be hard and i dont need all this other shit from work school stresses me out a nuff ahh i just keep going on but its like i need to say it bc no one listens to me when i try and vent ... i wish this would all go away </3
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[26 Jun 2005|11:16am] |
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lately i am so confused i just dont no anything everything just seems so different i just cant explain how it feels.. :\ i wish i could stop this feeling but i just dont know how :(
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[13 Jun 2005|01:28pm] |
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my best friend in the whole wide world is gone .. i feel so lost with out her everything reminds me of her and it feels like nothing will ever be the same... i just cant take it .. it cant be real :( this is one of the hardest things i have to do is to tell myself shes not just going on vacation shes gone she will only be back to vist and schhool the bus will not be the same im angry but not at her at the fact this happened its not fair .. she was my best friend a true best friend and now shes gone i hate texas :( no words can say how much it hurts and how much i miss her </3 i <3 tati </3
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[08 Jun 2005|12:54pm] |
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i dont no what i am going to do my best friend in the whole wide world is moving to tx :(
this is the worst feeling in the world .. without her it feels like nothing is gonna be good again! i mean shes the only friend ive had since 5th grade that i still hang out with a lot and now its like ah! i dont even want to b*leave this it cant be true </3 i am so sad i just cant take this i dont want it to be true i jsut ahh! what can i do </3 </3 :(
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[22 Jan 2005|05:37pm] |
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its snowing :)
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[21 Jan 2005|02:46pm] |
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i havent wrote in this thing in awhile so yea im actually doing good in school this is a big change from last year so thats exciting! yea well i dont have that much to say so yea thats it <3
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bReAKs rOcK! :)
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[23 Nov 2004|04:04pm] |
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well i havent updated in a long time... and i guess i still have nothing to post about ... fall break is soon :) so is my birthday :) yea thats about it!!
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| LATE SUNDAY NIGHT SEX TALK SHOW WITH BRE ;) hehe. |
[30 Oct 2004|02:05pm] |
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yesterday i went to chicago with kyle and my mom..lotsa cool stuff :)
came home.
my cell phone rang and it was bre!
i was going to have her come over last night.
but it was late. so i just said tomorrow morning.
so this morning i got woken up by bre :) which i didnt mind.
and there was a knock on my door at 8 in the morning and it was her!
soo we ate, carved pumpkins, and decided were going to a haunted house :)
yay!
oh yeeeeah! bre made me a xanga!! www.xanga.com/x_kaeleigh_x
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jesssiiiccaa MAAYYYY stoces is the best person ive ever met! she shall ALWAYS be there for me and i will ALWAYS be here for her! <3 :)
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yea so this weekend was a lot of fun :) <3
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[20 Oct 2004|08:24pm] |
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well today has been great! ive had a really good weekend it was a lot a lot of fun thanks to kyle <3 :)! but today i went to jewel and got some more koala yummys with tati AND we got shreaks! :) and dq! it was a lot of fun tati got a REALLY cute haircut! shes so cute! and drew was petting her arms and got really happy when she petted him it was really funny and made me laugh! tatis a silly goose with her knivingw245 ways she makes me laugh! now here a thought PRO LIFE or PRO CHOICE you pick! <3
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today i stayed home from school and went to the docter! my weekend was good friday i went out to eat with holli kyle jake and his friend mitch it was a lot of fun then i went back to holli's i had a lot of fun! then sat. i went to the CAL show with tati and alli it was fun! then sunday i went to northwoods to eat then came home and slept bc i didnt feel good! well thats about it im gonna go lay down <3
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